its been quite awhile. not hvin good mood these few days. alrite lets sum up everything startin frm the game's carnival xD the looks on the schedule paper seems to be a tough one for me. with us facin 2h in the very first knockout round. with derrick n desmund bein in 2h, it gives me the mentality pressure that we are gonna lose. the match started b4 i knew it. my mind went bonkers n my heart started to pound as fast as a machine gun. bein a knockout round, they are no room for mistakes. n the rules are just not for the faint hearted. the gk CANNOT use hands! wtf is tis man. the post which u are suppose to guard is taller n wider. HOW IN THE WORLD ARE U GONNA TO GUARD IT. 10 minutes seems to be nvr endin. the nervousness n pressure gets bigger as the match continues. finally, only a penalty shoot out cld decide the winner. n thanks to lady luck, we are thru to the semi! =D 2c is the one we are gonna to face AGAIN in the semi. but its gonna still be the same. an early goal by kin hoe saved the day n to the finals we go! xD

nth much on thurs cept playin netball with cheryl, fn, jo,oli,mark n es. haha. quite fun la. n the damn rain spoils the day. BOOOO!! n on friday, the landers went to 3rd division with no.3 on to witness the change of blablablabla dunno wat la. i forget. it was so damn freakin hot n boring. had a great bondin time together on the bus, eatin n sharin food.

edwin the wise gave me tis advice : have a mentality that yr oppo cld nvr score against ya. even if so, is their fault n not yrs. xD it worked. it rlly did. haha thanks man. n PRIVACY IS A VIRTUE. PLS RESPECT THAT. be dun some jackasses readin others smses. i just dislike someone. brothers arent obliged to do things just cos of the phrase : eh brother anot? wth is tis man. nowadays everyone seems to mastered the art of DAOism n leavin me ALONE starin into oxygen. :'( everything hadnt been great for me AT ALL recently n everything ALWAYS seems to be MY FAULT. YES. ITS MY FAULT! HAPPY? rlly havin a hard time n rlly need some advice. lastly, thanks to dinah,dan,fn n jo for listenin out to me. =D peace out! xD


no one knew;
dead is the best
ciao

i found out tat actually pickin yr child up frm schl n listenin to them recount wat happend to them in schl is kinda cool. but i just hate it when children cries n cries NON STOP!! omg. tat's damn irritatin la. went to eat lunch with cheryl fn n paesson ytd afternoon. talk alot of cock la. quite fun. haha. n guess wat? i saw fn's sister. she is like UBER tall la. oh my. i feel short -______-" stayed back in schl today. played soccer n MY SKIN IS GETTIN BLACKER BY THE MOMENT! im gonna be a bangladesh soon. at the same time, watch the netball practice n waited for *coughs* to finish her trng n kinda like walk the path back together. haha. n oh yah. jo is such a nice person to talk to la. haha. nice nice nice. n im damn confused now la. dunno wat to do. ahhhhhhhhhHHHHHH! lalalalalalalala. alrite. tmr is gonna be games carnival. hope tat our class retains champions for soccer =D btw, im goin out to watch mr bean's hols nxt mon which i tink cheryl fn jo n ter? haha any1 interested can ask me. =D but one condition, no white ppl. ty. haha oh oh. n cannot be halal. =P no la. just jkin haha. alrite alrite i gtg slp!


hmmmmmmmmm
ciao

sry tis is my 3rd post for a day. there's just things that happen so quickly that i dunno how to react to it. im feelin damn fugged up now. im wondering y am i here in tis unknown world. suffering so many dumbshits n assholic stuffs. y cant things just be perfect. y can others be n not mine. IT IS SO UNFAIR. n im startin to doubt my frenships. the rattlesnake said: DUN TRUST ANYBODY. n i agree with that. ya nvr know when they might stab ya in the back n destroy u. be safe than sry. im prepared to giv it my all but it just doesnt return that way. how utterly disappointing. wth is tis man. i feel like just endin it once n for all...


holdin ya on tightly;
nvr lettin u go
ciao

today was a pretty fun day despite schl reopening tmr -___-|| with mr kalaidoscope as lame as ever with his no legs riddles. suppose to have lunch together with cheryl but she was LATE!! but its okay. we were ONCE AGAIN late due to excessive play of arcade n got detention frm mr kalaidoscope but with our innocent faces, off we go in a few mins past the release. the best part was me, cheryl, belle n tingwei went to play basketball together after the horrible preachin by mr kalaidoscope. the way belle played was damn hilarious n she got blasted by the ultra super cannonball which was thrown by cheryl. MUAHAHAHAHAH xD went to cheryl's hse after playin. n WHOOO cheryl sweat like a HOT babe ^^ alrite crapped n slacked at her hse lalalalalalalalallalal then she sent me to the main road n i went back to home sweet home (: TO MY HORROR xO i realised i got fuggin tons n tons of hwk to do! ARGH! so annoying. how i wish LAB was retired n thus NO MORE JIAN BAO! HOW GREAT CAN THAT BE!?! HOOORAY! alrite no time to waste, i shall go n finish up watever i can. hope that tmr wld be a even better day w/o any scoldins frm any teacher of cos. n im prayin so hard that they dun catch my hair. plsss? *eyes filled with tears*


cant smile w/o ya <3
ciao!

YO HOMIES! =D everyone now seems to be like so into tis livejournal thingy so i've decided to kill my blog n check tis out. it seems rather easy to manage n im gonna dump all the fuggin shits here. YES! RITE HERE! so watch out n dun get hit by it.

alrite. watch out for the nxt post : when ryan dump shits at YOU!
haha. im just jkin la.
                    ciao!